My Thought Process!


Wednesday, March 26, 2003
Big Day!


Wow, what a fabulous day! The day I wanted to be like.


First day of the 10 week class program. Introductory class. I think I have done really well. I was not at all tensed on the stage. I was making sure everybody is getting my points and I actually gave my points to them, pumping them up for the next sessions. An inspirational lecture with a lot of balance, ofcourse went out of balance some times, but I think I really did well.


At the end of the session, I got a big clapping applause, which is a big thing for me. I was thrilled and pumped up about that.


Then made another chat with Pradeep and going to have some good contacts with whiz labs.


Sunday, March 23, 2003
My world is Changing!

The war has started and I am seeing the world from the perspective of an American for the first time live in this war. There is a huge difference in the perspective. Its like a 180 degrees shift in the thought process. Now I started to understand the people of the world in a better manner. The saying "A person will get spoilt, if doesn't go arround and see the world" is exactly ture.

I like USA very much, but the arrogance it is showing to the world is inconceviable from the perspective of being an Indian. But when I see from the prespective of an American its so natural process and its a right they are exercisiong. The will, the authority, the integrity and the attitude of them toward themselves and towards their nation is making me feel ashamed of myself. I am getting a feeling that i am actually doing unjustice to the land I am born on. I am struggling in this battle these days. When I see all the sufferring on the TV, I feel it as I have seen it, experienced it through out my life in Inida and by escaping here, to enjoy all the riches I get over here, feels like I am a escapist. I am not sure whats going on with in me. I will have to study deeply about myself in the next few weeks and months and find out what I am really looking for.

I guess that would be an interesting and intensive journey.


Sunday, March 16, 2003
What the heck!

Hmmm, wow, they want me to develop and adult site. I would never do that. Good god, I rejected it, I can never live with the guilt of doing it. Fine, I will find out what my niche is and go for it. I am going to do it soon and fast. I need to get going fast about it. I have one buddy, ya, more knowledgeable than me. But I am sure gonna beat him, after long time I got one buddy who I love to beat and excel and work together and create great stuff in the process along with him.




Tuesday, March 11, 2003
WHO AM I ?

I am a dreamer.

I am an achiever.

I am independent man.

I am religiously dedicated to achieve great things life.

I am a leader.

I am a teacher.

I am a desciplined man.

I am man who lots of other people look forward to emulate.

I am a pioneer.

I am a knowledge seeker.

I am a fire fighter, when there is crisis, I am there to rescue.

I am an entreprenuer.

I love to experiement and invest and do things which I like most.

I am man dedicated to make this world a better place to live.

I am good son.

I am giver, I love to give.

I am a rich and wealthy man.

I am a healthy man.

I am an athlete.

I am a person who is always in search of finding myself.

I am a person who is ready to put efforts and experiment.

I am an indefatigable person.

I am an energetic person.

I am a creative person.



Steps towards Entreprenuership!

I just can't believe, people believe in me and they are gonna help me become an Entreprenuer. Thats an awesome thing to know. Soon, I am gonna become one by putting more efforts, this is going to take more usage of my time and energy. I need to get geared for that. 16hrs daily work. Thats absolutely delightful and worth while. Soot to the stars dude. Ramdhan, congrats on getting such good opinion of yourself in the society. You are somebody dude, people want to be like you. Of course, you still have to strive much more effeciently and smartly to move on to great heights in life. Keep going buddy, nobody can stop you. You got 24 hours in a day and you gotta utilize atleast 16hrs of that productively. Achievers utilize most of the time they are living and produce some great stuff and things that make this world a better place to live. Do it Ramdhan.


Monday, March 03, 2003
JavaMug Response

Huh! There is a good response from people who want to attend the SCJP certification training sessions. I guess the whole auditorium will be full and packed. I better got to get going and prepare the material to exceed the expectaions of the people. I will have to make an impact in the Dallas area, that Ram is a good speaker and a good presenter and a good motivator. I am going to do it. Ram what are you waiting for. Here is an oppourtunity that you have been looking for a long time and its knocking on your door, go grab the oppourtunity and out live the moments and cherish what you have to offer there.


03/03/03
What a wonderful day! Its a good combination. Comes once in a life time. I am glad I am alive to witness this day.

To day peeped into a show which is a good financial lesson.

I saw a house where I can stay from this month end. I saw energy flowing in that house. A good place to live and have good time. I would love living in that place and would certainly be able to accomplish good things during my stay at that place. I am positive about that, a place to live and accomplish some good things in life. I will have some good company and some good accomplishments to make atlast.

Good for me.